Life is indeed full of unexpected happenings, things that you feel aren't suppose to happen, happened all the time. I didn't expect myself to land in this kind of situation, in a limbo for the past year, yet nothing has changed.
MI SUCK!! BIG TIME!!
I just can't help but hope that I can turn back time, to a year ago. If only I know what to do, even if it means to cut corners. But in the end, nothing can be done now, is the fact, period. WHY ME?
I feel that's a hollowness in me, that's utterly overwhelming!
Sometime, in life, we'll fall and then rise again to just fall back down. Yet, we don't give up. We struggle and struggle. That's us. And we're pathetic!
I feel so helpless, pathetic, tired, suicidal, depressed, whatever!
So now, I'm facing yet another decision, and perhaps my final one in deciding where will I head in future. So, what's now? What's next?
I feel, a rage inside me, so powerful yet pathetic! What should I do? Where do I go? It's swallowing me..
[Phrase of the Day: We must learn to take everything in our stride.]
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
School Starting in like 8 hours??
Damn.. school going to start all over again. This upcoming week will probably proof to be a challenging week for me. This is because this week I got to prepare for my 3 admissions, JAE, DAE and SDAE. Damn! One of the venue that allows student to register is at MI, so I probably do it during break time. But using Singpass will need to wait for 6 hours before I can do the JAE.
Wishing all the juniors and friends later on, all the best! In like, 13 hours the result is gonna come out! I'm really tired of having repeating the reasons why I didn't re-take my O-Level math this year, is like I know people are just been nice and all asking, but I kind of like got really irritated after having repeating the reasons like what seems, hundredth time? Well, after I went to NYP's open house on the 8th (Thursday), I've a dread sense of deja vu, it suck, to end up in the same pathetic situation all over again! =(
Anyway, I've also been thinking when to withdraw from MI, because is like the schedule in MI is gonna be hectic soon, due to NAFA and common test, so it kind of make me reluctant to go back to school. But after some discussion with Cindy, I feel that she has a point, to decide whether I want to work for my advance a not, as is rather risky for me to withdraw now and I want to at least try to spent more time with my current classmates and friends, so I think I'll wait for my DAE and SDAE result first.. Which is like around mid-Feb I guess. JAE posting on the other hand will be out at the end of Jan. And I still have my A-Level Chinese Result to wait for.
Today I saw something that is unpleasant, well, I'm not even sure if I saw the right thing, anyway, moving on. I think I saw him on the same bus as me, with a girl. But not sure if is him a not.
I guess this week is probably be like hell, cuz is been a while since we've proper lesson in school, tomorrow probably they'll start with the principle's speech, what yes, what not and maybe uniform check. And many more.
I think I'll stop here, still haven't done preparing for tomorrow..
[Phrase of the Day: You can only make the mistake once, is enough to know well enough not to do it twice.]
Wishing all the juniors and friends later on, all the best! In like, 13 hours the result is gonna come out! I'm really tired of having repeating the reasons why I didn't re-take my O-Level math this year, is like I know people are just been nice and all asking, but I kind of like got really irritated after having repeating the reasons like what seems, hundredth time? Well, after I went to NYP's open house on the 8th (Thursday), I've a dread sense of deja vu, it suck, to end up in the same pathetic situation all over again! =(
Anyway, I've also been thinking when to withdraw from MI, because is like the schedule in MI is gonna be hectic soon, due to NAFA and common test, so it kind of make me reluctant to go back to school. But after some discussion with Cindy, I feel that she has a point, to decide whether I want to work for my advance a not, as is rather risky for me to withdraw now and I want to at least try to spent more time with my current classmates and friends, so I think I'll wait for my DAE and SDAE result first.. Which is like around mid-Feb I guess. JAE posting on the other hand will be out at the end of Jan. And I still have my A-Level Chinese Result to wait for.
Today I saw something that is unpleasant, well, I'm not even sure if I saw the right thing, anyway, moving on. I think I saw him on the same bus as me, with a girl. But not sure if is him a not.
I guess this week is probably be like hell, cuz is been a while since we've proper lesson in school, tomorrow probably they'll start with the principle's speech, what yes, what not and maybe uniform check. And many more.
I think I'll stop here, still haven't done preparing for tomorrow..
[Phrase of the Day: You can only make the mistake once, is enough to know well enough not to do it twice.]
Thursday, January 8, 2009
The New Year Resolution 2009 (Duh!)
Well, well, what's better than to start the year with this kind of post, lol, anyway, this week I've done a few more things, such as swimming, (is been a long time) well, with the aid of Fiona and Miao Ling! Was a bit surprise that I still remember some biology stuff. Anyway, was a bit down on luck, fell down the stairs today, yes, again! (The last time was the infamous leg sprain on Christmas morning) Kind of fell and hit my lower back, so will develop some nice burise later on. And need to go to NYP's open house later on. Still need to decide when to withdraw from M.I.. Damn..
Anyway, moving on, the resolution (that I'm convice half the time I'll forget to keep):
At a random order:
Anyway, moving on, the resolution (that I'm convice half the time I'll forget to keep):
At a random order:
- Get into the NYP Course (Hopefully): Diploma in Chemical and Pharmaceutical Technology, JAE Code: C73
(or)
- A new course, Diploma in Biologics and Process Technology, JAE Code: C49
- A new wardrobe
- More Manga collection
- Make-over my room
- Do part-time job to earn some money
- Lose weight
- Pick up a New Language
That's about it, I guess. Every year more or less the resolution is pretty much the same. (Cuz there were never done. =P)
Anyway, Miao Ling told me that this coming Monday, which is the 12th January also they day lesson resume in M.I. is the D-Day; Release of 2008/09 GCE O-Level Examination Results. So people (you know who) take note! Should be 2.00pm at your respective venue! All the Best! Don't worry anymore, just get over with it. And don't forget to submit your JAE application! =)
That's about it!
[Phrase of the Day: Sometime the greatest challenge is to turn to someone for help.]
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