I'm back, haven't blog in a while.. What can I say, life is really bullshitting me with all those moonshines, yay, life's good!
Well, just a random thought to post an entry.
Everything recently is so compact, especially Time. With promo II hot on heels and time ticking like nobody's business, everything seems to be gazillion fast. =\ Like what everyone had foresee about Year 2, is so fast and furious! And some people somehow, choose of all times, but this, to start making trouble, so as to speak. Is like, everyone (I think) is near breaking point or at their breaking point .. But still some people are so selfish to indulge into their own personal self pity shit (cuz their shit has absolutely nothing to do with exam stress), and start throw them to people around them, but I seriously don't have time for that and guess what, I DON'T CARE! Well, sorry pal, no time for this! Is either swim or sink, too bad, tat's life!
Embrace it! (So Dear Sam, this is for you!)
Everything now seems to be painted in a shade of monochromatic grey, with the growing sense of impending doom and apathy, I wonder how things will to go for me in time to come. How life suck big time, and there I am, right in front of it, so that it can smack right at my face. But well, life goes on I guess. Recently, I think that perhaps only solitary seems to be my solace in school. Because, at that moment, I do not have to entertain anyone, so I'm just selfish in my own right.
However much, in the end, I still stand true to my words, I would not abandon them unless I'm force to. But thou shalt not comment nor say about them. When will my safety net snap and fail me? I'm waiting.. waiting for that day to come.. And by then I hope, may peace be with me. To make decision is to be responsible. Waiting for hell freeze all over..
Now I really taste it, and it tasted bad..
[Phrase of the Day: We have nothing to fear but fear itself, and fear, it turns out, is scarier than hell ]
