.:Life is a complicated Subject:.

I really sucks at updating my blog..

2011-03-22T14:17:00.002+08:00

My blog will just slide away from my memory and I will procrastinate! LOL

Anyway, I want to talk about friends, in general.. Friends that I in contact with, like the furthest I have in contact (or rather got interactions) with goes back to as far as 12 years ago, or those I only met briefly in an event or whatsoever.. Of course the latter don't give me much to say, but they sometimes give me insights or unexpected delight..

Those friends I still have contact and still wants to stay in contacts forms the basis of my daily life, aside from my family of course. I think all of us have changed since the first time we all met, especially those whose friendship with me are countable by years, may not be physically but definitely mentally..

Some changes are drastic than the others, but whether is it good or not, I will keep the comments to myself, after all, who am I to judge? No one likes to be judge either..

But I certainly do have a question in mind, posted to all my friends:
"Are you truly happy about the change?"
There are many things surrounding the changes, not everyone may support you, but are you satisfied with it? True happiness goes beyond skin deep, other people will judge your appearance because they don't know you.. But they know the superficial side of you and approve on the superficial part of you shows how shallow the relationship is if this is where their interest to know you lies.. And to keep this up because you think this is what makes you "happy" then I think you are lying to yourself, then again you might not be wrong too.. Because been right is overrated, being normal is overrated.. The concept of being right right is honestly, never right..

Right or wrong is dependent on the moral of the society one is subjected to, and the conditions surrounding it.. But most of all, you should be liable to yourself and people around you.. Being right can be overrated, doesn't give you the right to go wrong or deviated purposely..

Time and time again, I will try to do self reflections on what have I done for my goal.. How far off am I? Has my decision or rather my lack of it, cause any drastic changes or anything to people around me? Am I on the right track? Because if I don't do it, no one else is going to plan for me..

I always thought that those people who had their life changing moments during some point in life, will have an eureka moment! But I'm wrong, they got their moments just like us, what they did different is, they chose to put words into actions, real actions, not the half arse kind of action! So I will have to move my ass too..

That's all for now..

Suprise update! Cause Fiona is dragging the time.. :P

2010-10-11T15:31:00.005+08:00

Guess what? I've a tumblr account.. For a while already, but not that long.. Is just that I'm pretty lazy to go over to tumblr since I already have blogger.. LOL..

Maybe next time I'll use Tumblr for projects and artsy stuff.. So yea, should post pic and snippets at Tumblr especially now that Sem two starting soon..

Yesterday was the famous 10/10/10.. And I've partake in the Worldwide Moment this year.. 10-10-10 GMT10:10AM (or was it EST?) Anyway, I've checked, is local time 18:10.. So yea, when to take a pic before going into the Hougang Point to get something for Fiona.. Waited until the time is over cuz I don't want to take the pic inside the mall..

This is the pic.. I've a few more.. I might upload later onto Fb or Tumblr..

Tml is the release of the Sem 2 timetable, I hope that the timetable will be a good one.. Something similar if not same as Sem 1 will be loved! I'll find out anyway.. Now I'm a little concern over which GSM I'll be offered.. And hope that got a few friends also in the same GSM, so that is not so boring..

I almost forgot I got O level to take.. =.= And I'm kinda lazy to practice math again.. ZZZ But still, it have to be done..

Look, I even put in a pic.. I guess I'm a little bored today..

Today we had our gossipy session at the good 'ol chong boon mac..

2010-10-11T03:13:00.003+08:00

It had come to me that maybe I had overlooked something.. As much as I want to disagree, we had to sometime do other things aside from focusing on what we had in front of us now.. And I think I've not being catching up enough with all of my other friends who I have not talk to them face to face for a while..

Maybe I should have come to term with myself that I'm heading towards the 2X very soon! =.= ZZZ

We can only stay young for this long.. And truthfully speaking, find a partner has fallen off my mind without me knowing and I'm fine with it since my hands are alr too full with other stuff.. And all the mentions of this commitment makes me think a little harder on this again..

The hands that cover mine many months and days ago leaves behind a deep impression that is hard to erase.. If only the four letter words does not spell as regret..

Not just that, there are also many things I need to buck up upon and the list is pretty much endless..

My friends at MI will graduate first, followed by my friends in poly who had erolled in year 2008! I really wish all of you best of luck, time flies and now you guys will either continue your studies in uni or preparing to work in the real world.. We're no longer kids anymore.. The year 1991 babies are goin to hit 2X in yr 2011 and become offically adults in yr 2012 (sounds like the year the world ended fictionally)..

MI friends will end their life in pre U in less than 60 days and now is their final lap! Poly friends are mostly in the midst of their FYP and looking forward to their grad in April 2011..

For me the life in poly had just started.. I still have another five sems to go, while some is already going to start their last sem very soon..

In another week's time will then marks the start of sem 2..

Time to update again..

2010-09-30T16:25:00.006+08:00

I was kind of shocked that my last entry was dated before the start of sem 1.. Is such a waste, lots of things happened inbetween.. But then again, I won't be going back to talk about them.. Is like too much to cover..

All in all, sem 1 is very:
-Fast
-Busy and hectic
-New
-Must be well paced!

Towards end of Sem 1..
In fact the month of Jul, there's Metier VIII, SIBF and my submission for Studio Project! Everything almost went south! But after tat super busy mth.. Everything jus went quiet so suddenly.. A little too free.. Due to O-level I decided not to work except for a short term one.. Daiso stock taking again.. Tonight is the last day! (Yay!) Tml going to cut hair, like finally!

Throughout sem 1, I pick up a few skills, not very good yet, but still learning.. Like drawing (a real deal, not for fun), workshop skills, pottery skills and guitar!

Just got my result for sem 1.. Not sure if I'm totally glad about it.. Hope to do better next sem! Which will be worse.. ZZZ

Is been like 6 yrs (around), since I had such a holiday! Like totally nothing much to do! I think is because, I'm not in school band liao! And alumni band went for haitus.. SIAN TO THE MAX!

Maybe for the next two weeks before sem 2 starts, I would camp in school for pottery and O level math revision..

Hmmm..

2010-04-12T01:43:00.004+08:00

A bit lazy to update, lol..

Firstly, I shall blog about end of last month! Lol..

The last two weeks of March is my working week, for that matter I was working at two different places.. At Prudential as PA and Counter for Daiso's stocktaking..

And on 23rd, things are a bit crazy, because I'm working for the whole day! From 11am-7.30pm is at Prudential and 9.30pm-6.00am is at Daiso! But fun nonetheless! First time working night shift plus working with Fiona, Yin Ming, Ivy, Siew Keng and Miao Ling.. Although Siew Keng and Miao Ling is working different shift as us, but we all knew how it was like to work at Daiso! Haha, one word after work is SHAG!

Although first day we were rather dismay at their environment but after that we began to enjoy the job a little, fun despite the staffs are strict.. And made a few friends since people with similar shifts, works on the same day, so you'll see familiar faces on the day2 and 3..

We only worked for three days, 2 night shifts and 1 day shift.. It's certainly a good experience.. Maybe in future that's a chance I might consider working there again.. Of course, like this time, I'll also ask the same group of friends if they also want to work again.. :)

Then comes April!

Alumni Band will be on hiatus for two weeks, damn sian lor..

On 1st April, went to Rey's house there to celebrate Glenn's birthday with Daniel, Roger and Bryan at the condo's BBQ pit, many thing happened in between, was fun nonetheless.. For the less obvious reasons! Like to "camp" at the air-con lobby the most..

Then after cake cutting, went to Bryan's house to play game for round II, (played Worms initally in the afternoon.. ), played Silent Hill: Homecoming on PS3.. That's when I got hooked! LOL

After that walked home around 3 plus am with Rey..

Then the next day, due to large amount of left over food, we had a second round..
After that went Bryan's house again to play PS3.. Played Silent Hill again, and fight the first boss! Took about one hour! LOL! And finally walked home (again) at around 4am.. Lol!

And now the orientation is near, but I've yet to get my ez-link card yet, lol.. And the Roadshow is finally approaching! Just one more week away! I think I will go with Acer 4820T!

Eh.. Since I haven't decide what to blog yet..

2010-04-10T03:26:00.012+08:00

I will be random!

I <3 YiTing!!

Lol.. :D

I can only hope..

2010-03-17T23:42:00.003+08:00
That my transfer is successful! Seriously!!!

And now I think of things ahead, I think it's time for me to act..

And I think that the most important thing of all is that people are given a RIGHT chance!

Because without it, even if you're capable, there's no way you can get it! No even a chance to try!

We're not afraid of failure but rather without a chance to even try out..

Just hope that my chance will come! :)

You know..

2010-03-14T23:26:00.002+08:00
I think that maybe I think a little too much.. Are you for real, or it's just my imagination? It just suddenly struck me that things are deflecting towards you.. I should had been more careful, but I guess it's too late to say anything now.. Maybe it was all an act.. You're the smart one? Hmm..

Amigurumi Doraemon! :)

2010-03-09T01:19:00.000+08:00
Last month, Feb, was Cindy's Birthday, so I made her an amigurumi Doraemon with a pattern I found online.. Since she likes blue, circular things and she likes doraemon! Lol!

Just some facts.. Amigurumi is a sub of crochet which literally means crochet in rounds (continuously) since normal crochet is usually in rows, and amigurumi is usually for making stuff toys, etc..

Since there's lots of online patterns around so I tried searching for one and lucky me I found it.. But it's in Spanish, so with Goggle Translate and some online sites I manage to fingure out how to go about doing it.. (well, more or less.. Lol)

So I went to Golden Dragon which is located at People's Park Centre to look for yarn and I decided to use Sirdar Snuggly DK (8 ply) 50g, since the color is the one I wanted and later I found out it was a type of baby yarn (usually use to knit/crochet baby products) and later at Elise I brought the white color one together with a new hook (btw, it's not a ear hook!) size 5/0-6/0..

First, I started with the head:

The face..

Then, now it has more shape after I put in the stuffings..

The Back, shows how I close..

The Green paper clip acts as the stich marker so that I know where the round ends.. lol

Now I have close it..

And well, accident happens, the body was a bit too small.. :P

btw, this is how it looks like inside, with all the changing of colors..

hands..

A pair of them.. lol..

Attaching Head to Body.. Like an operation.. lol..

Then adding on hands..

Till now, it has a pair of arms and body..

This is after I did the collar and the bell, which I totally regret putting it so early, cuz it does it's job really well! A little too well in fact..

The I position the eyes and nose.. Looks kinda funny.. lol

Well, not forgetting about his pouch tat Cheris was so adamant about! Lol.. And since Cheris has a point, despite it not being in the pattern, I improvised it in.. lol..

Now, legs.. :)

Finally, all the limbs are attached.. Now it's time to do up the face..
Since I do not have the eyes yet, I get a pair of matching color pins to sub it.. So that I can roughly know where to put the nose and others..

Time for the mouth.. The pic is a bit blur.. lol..

The the whiskers, what's a cat w/o whiskers? Lol.. Personally, I like this pic a lot.. Looks kinda cool.. Lol.. :P

Since YiTing says it looks so like an ang moh killer Doraemon, I decided too let it hold the needle tat is used to stitch him up.. looks kinda sadist.. LOL..

And FINALLY, really FINALLY.. It's DONE!! :D

*looks out of the bus*

Btw, the eyes are beads tat's so small!! I had a hard time threading on a wild Bus 169! Lol!

Although it's not perfect, nut it's my first amigurumi and first finished crochet project! Yay! So I'm satisfied! Haha.. And I added a key chain on top..

Happy (belated) Birthday, Cindy! :D

And now, this is my stash and hooks..

And I have brought another yarn and new hook! Size 7/0-8/0

Serious, first time posting so many pictures is such a pain.. The spacing are all over the place.. =.=

But still, it's done!! :D

Either I have did something to Life or..

2010-03-08T22:47:00.004+08:00
Life just simply hates me.. =.=

It's like after traveling in 2π rad. I'm still stuck.. Damn you, Life!!

It's just so frustrating! Maybe I should jus accept things as what they are, like seriously! Damn!!!

The Road so Far.. (late)

2010-02-21T00:16:00.002+08:00
The Year of 2009 is pretty much a year that screams right in my face - A Year suck to be Me!

Things had pretty much like went south for the year! Like a domino effect, it just keeps on having reprecussions.. Like what Jolene describes, a year of coma.. So in general things are really bad.. My Dad underwent a knife, I totally screw up my education, my family's financial status I would say it's at it's low point and others etc.. And so the emotion and tensions were running high and dry..

But not all were bad.. The biggest gain I had was Friendship.. I made new friends and got more closer friends.. They are my pillars at my lowest and my joy when I was at my highest.. So they are very valuable asset!

I often wondered that how long should I continue with Band.. Seriously, I still do not know.. But as of now I am still continuing with Band and maybe for another year or two minimum and who knows what in future.. But my teacher told me that I should seek out my passion and reasons again as to why I joined Band.. Hmmm..

A short update! :D *Surpise!*

2010-02-20T23:52:00.005+08:00
There are things and photos I wanted to blog about before this.. Especially about last month.. But well, I'm lazy.. Lol.. So I just skip and blog abt today! :P

Today was awesome! Went Band then eat lunch with Fiona, Yin Ming, Cheris, Yi Ting and Amanda then get new spects then went to meet Jackie, Daniel and Roger to support Jolene and Yu Wen then went dinner with gang (minus Yu Wen) after which went to watch Chingay then fireworks and finally dessert before heading home! :D

But also very fattening! =.= Breakfast: 2 Roti prata Lunch: KFC 2 piece Chicken Tea Break: Teh C with ice Dinner: Popeye Dessert: Cafe Cartel's NY Cheese cake and Hazel Cakes (shared with the rest) plus Ice Chocolate Moo Moo.. I need to go on diet startin tml! >.<

[Phrase of the day: Friends are always around you when you need them! :)]

As usual.. This kind of time of the year.. It's The End of Year..

2009-12-29T02:48:00.003+08:00
Well, since I don't know who to talk to I shall have a verbal diarrhea here.. Lol..

It seems that every year when it comes to end of year things seems to be 'darker' or more 'bleak' than usual.. Especially so for this end of year.. My mood swings like a pendulum, one moment to next it will swings from one end of the spectrum to another end.. But I don't think everything is my fault though.. If you ask me to leave I'll jolly well fuck off to chill somewhere else.. Pardon me for the colorful expression so as to speak..
It's like everything is spinning slowly, but surely, out of control.. Like holding on to the seams that are coming apart from all corners.. Usually, I may dread the coming year a little, last year was worst but this year is totally off! I can't even stand the thought of it.. The thing is people may not understand my thoughts, not that I expect them to totally go my way, but while pointing fingers I do hope they do spend a damn it second to think about it before shooting out their fingers! Nonetheless, this also applies to me..
Though I would say there are still things I can look forward to.. Alumni Band for now..
Sometimes I may not even be sure what am I thinking..
And I am SO going to miss my classmates and friends.. And well, they amazed me with their kind words.. That really touched me..
[Phrase of the day: Friends are those who do not ditch you while you are down, they are those who help you up..]

It's been a while..

2009-11-24T22:58:00.002+08:00
*Cleans spider webs*
Well.. Two months since I last updated.. What can I say, time flies.. Lol

Well, in short life pretty much sucks and things can go in an unforeseen direction in unprecedented rate! :\ It's life I guess. But I think it's pretty much enough for one year. Too much, in fact.

Well, sadly, I didn't get to promote to Year Three, well, no one to be blamed expect for myself, I just got to work for it next year. But this is only the start..

At least my father's health is improving.

On the other hand, there seems to be an increase in expenses I need to clear each month.. Well, it sucks.

For now, there's concert coming up in a few weeks time, got revision to do. That's all that matter for now. I just do not want to think beyond that. Things are so unpredictable, especially people.

It still amaze me that how people can change so drastically and beyond recognition. Like a virus, they mutates. No doubt change is the only constant, but it's scary that it can occur so fast and silently, like a deadly virus.

People contradicts. They can be so superficial and hypocritical. But then again, not all are bad.

When practicing Noah's Ark, my very good friends, (High, high B flat and A) comes looking for me not to mention my good friend (equally high, G) joins in too. Oh well.. And I saw dao geis with three tails (The infamous semi-demi quaver). Yummy.. Did I mention 12/8? And other mixed meters.. So the first Alumni's Band prac is so,so gonna be fun!

When they mention, I can't help but think. Gosh, what am I gonna do?

Went to watch "Paranormal Activity" with Fiona, Yin Ming and Siew Keng last Thursday.

I would say, it's grossly overstated by some. So it turns out to be a disappointment for me, it's boring and so, so predictable. But the bottom line is, watch for the plot not the way the movie is filmed.

My next movie is gonna be Evangelion 2.0: You Can (Not) Advance. It's second in the tetralogy of the rebuild of Evangelion. :D

That's all for now..

[Phrase of the day: It's not that we cannot let go of the past, it's the past that doesn't let us go.]

Life is like a hell hole now, if you were to ask me..

2009-08-29T23:28:00.002+08:00
I'm back, haven't blog in a while.. What can I say, life is really bullshitting me with all those moonshines, yay, life's good!

Well, just a random thought to post an entry.

Everything recently is so compact, especially Time. With promo II hot on heels and time ticking like nobody's business, everything seems to be gazillion fast. =\ Like what everyone had foresee about Year 2, is so fast and furious! And some people somehow, choose of all times, but this, to start making trouble, so as to speak. Is like, everyone (I think) is near breaking point or at their breaking point .. But still some people are so selfish to indulge into their own personal self pity shit (cuz their shit has absolutely nothing to do with exam stress), and start throw them to people around them, but I seriously don't have time for that and guess what, I DON'T CARE! Well, sorry pal, no time for this! Is either swim or sink, too bad, tat's life!

Embrace it! (So Dear Sam, this is for you!)

Everything now seems to be painted in a shade of monochromatic grey, with the growing sense of impending doom and apathy, I wonder how things will to go for me in time to come. How life suck big time, and there I am, right in front of it, so that it can smack right at my face. But well, life goes on I guess. Recently, I think that perhaps only solitary seems to be my solace in school. Because, at that moment, I do not have to entertain anyone, so I'm just selfish in my own right.

However much, in the end, I still stand true to my words, I would not abandon them unless I'm force to. But thou shalt not comment nor say about them. When will my safety net snap and fail me? I'm waiting.. waiting for that day to come.. And by then I hope, may peace be with me. To make decision is to be responsible. Waiting for hell freeze all over..
Now I really taste it, and it tasted bad..
[Phrase of the Day: We have nothing to fear but fear itself, and fear, it turns out, is scarier than hell ]

On a Brighter note, somethings are Over...=)

2009-05-24T23:45:00.002+08:00
Is being a while since I last felt that somethings are over and done with. Although not forgetting what is still not done. Like, SYF is over, which also means Band is also officially going on hiatus and some other things are also over. Like MIOO. And also him...

While somethings are settle, more things were also come. Now I have gotten new posts in band. Section Leader and Quarter Mistress, the latter post no doubt will have lots of work to do. Although I want to do something as a QM but then again, I need to commit my time.. Damn! Goes both ways, serve me right!

After going to popular bookstores today, I realize that I have many things that I need to get, for example, textbooks, stationeries and notebooks. I was wondering if I need to go back to secondary basics, like A-math basics is something I do not have, so maybe I should practice some basics before going back to my current work.

Today, I have gone to City Harvest Church again, by the invitation of Cindy, who insists I should go today. So I went, was amazed by this service. The way they cast away the evil spirits is something you had to witness before you know what is it like. So a new thing I learnt about service I guess.

Finally tomorrow onwards is the final week before the June Holidays set in. Although I'm positive that there will be almost no real holidays, but I'm still glad is coming. The first two weeks will most likely be in school to attend extra lessons and well GPP and WR need to be done ASAP. Still need to do up QM stuff and many more.. The list goes on.. Fun..

This month I watched TWO movies, which is a new record! Never done before, lol. Not because I'm free, is just that I happen to have some time to watch plus nice movies are coming out this month. Angels and Demons and Night at the Museum 2. Both are nice, or at least from my point of view. Once in a while is good to go watch movies with your friends. Wonder if June I got chances to go out with all my different groups of friends. Some already hinted to me that they have booked me. XD Felt sorry that I neglected them especially last two months since I'm busy with lots of stuff.

And, now the BIG happenings, PROMO I! Damn, promo I come already.. Sianzzz... This coming Wed is my first paper, GP paper I and II. And no CL paper for me~ Finally a good news! Now I get the last laugh, although it will be even better if I don't have to sit for CL paper during CT. Never mind. The rest of the papers will be after the June School Holidays. So gotta work hard!

[Phrase of the Day: The path of Life is filled with lots of ups and downs. If only we can modulus everything.. That will be great!]

SYF aftermath.. It sucks.. =\

2009-05-08T23:48:00.006+08:00
I didn't know what to expect at first. Up till that day, exactly one month since we konw Tchaikovsky, lean Tchaikovsky and play Tchaikovsky, 6th May 2009, then I understood what is a JC standard SYF. This was my 3rd and last SYF. This time is really the last SYF. Initially, I didn't think about having one last SYF. However, it still ended badly, just like SYF 07, a Bronze. But still, I have learnt many things and these two are different. And this time round it wasn't as bad as the last time round. But still, I'll feel sad for a while.

I remember at at the SYF tuning room, just before going on stage, Mr Wilson Ong told us to scream on top of our lungs. And everyone screamed, at that moment I almost want to cry. I don't know why, is like, this is it! All the past months effort! And my other friends also told me they feel the same. When I sat down at the RP hall, I felt a great sense of deja vu, which made me worried. And there took a freaking long time to announce results, we waited like nearly twenty mins I guess. And well, that's how we got the result.

Well, many friends and some teachers told MISB not to be sad, but is impossible. We're not sad just because we got Bronze, or rather is after the process of working towards SYF and getting that Bronze that made us sad. I hate it when those teachers (EXCEPT our wonder Mr Zachary Lim and Miss Huang Shi Jun) tell us don't be too sad, you've done your best. Is like they really know no shit (no offense) about what we have gone through and what we are going through. And to those wonderful friends, do encourage us by telling us not to mope around too much. And thank you to those who have shower care and concern to me. =)

Mr Lim and Miss Huang really help us through this SYF in many ways, despite they're new to band. We're learning from each other. They even had made us a banner that says "We believe in you". Brought us bananas and Kinder breuno (did I spell the name correctly? I think you know which kind chocolate I meant..) And they kept emphasising that "No matter what happens, We'll still love you guys all he same." Which was rather heart warming.

There were many things to learn and improve from now on. The only thing we can do is be there for the Year ones, and let the Year threes leave at ease. Knowing the Band can still move on. And ultimately the Year ones still have a second SYF, so must help them.

Moving on, I'm rather lost on where to start. Is like, suddenly band commitment level drop, now I'm a bit struck. And with MI's Official Opening, MIOO and PW coming along fast and furious rather overwhelming. Not to mention the tons of homework that was not done.. Sigh.. It just gets better... Way to go..

I believe, Together We Stand, Divided We Fall, be it for Band or not, this still stays true..
Mr Wilson Ong also said: "To have 50 people on stage focusing on one common goal is scary."

[Phrase of the Day: Band is the ONE word that sums up what we are, our passions, purpose and meaning to us, the group of musicians. However, there is no ONE word that can sums up the meaning of Band.]

Life is a bitch..

2009-04-18T21:47:00.002+08:00
Recently, tons of things aren't goin my way except troubles annd more mess.. =.=

List of things to do are pilling expotentially high.. They just keep coming and coming! Until it gets too full..

And many more..

SYF coming soon..

In 18 Days..

Darn..
Fuck you, Miss J!
Oh well..

[Phrase of the Day: Sometime to break is being human.]

Blog will be on a looongerrrr Hiatus..

2009-03-28T16:53:00.001+08:00
Due to upcoming events/exams:
Project Work
GP Project
SYF
Mid-Year Exam, Promo I
ant etc...

Blog on Hiatus..

2009-02-21T15:25:00.001+08:00
Currently the blog is on hiatus due to the upcoming Common Test! Which will last one week.. So I'll mostly be in MIA mode, msg me if need to find me..

Moody =(

2009-01-13T20:49:00.002+08:00
Life is indeed full of unexpected happenings, things that you feel aren't suppose to happen, happened all the time. I didn't expect myself to land in this kind of situation, in a limbo for the past year, yet nothing has changed.
MI SUCK!! BIG TIME!!
I just can't help but hope that I can turn back time, to a year ago. If only I know what to do, even if it means to cut corners. But in the end, nothing can be done now, is the fact, period. WHY ME?
I feel that's a hollowness in me, that's utterly overwhelming!
Sometime, in life, we'll fall and then rise again to just fall back down. Yet, we don't give up. We struggle and struggle. That's us. And we're pathetic!
I feel so helpless, pathetic, tired, suicidal, depressed, whatever!
So now, I'm facing yet another decision, and perhaps my final one in deciding where will I head in future. So, what's now? What's next?
I feel, a rage inside me, so powerful yet pathetic! What should I do? Where do I go? It's swallowing me..
[Phrase of the Day: We must learn to take everything in our stride.]

School Starting in like 8 hours??

2009-01-12T00:47:00.004+08:00
Damn.. school going to start all over again. This upcoming week will probably proof to be a challenging week for me. This is because this week I got to prepare for my 3 admissions, JAE, DAE and SDAE. Damn! One of the venue that allows student to register is at MI, so I probably do it during break time. But using Singpass will need to wait for 6 hours before I can do the JAE.

Wishing all the juniors and friends later on, all the best! In like, 13 hours the result is gonna come out! I'm really tired of having repeating the reasons why I didn't re-take my O-Level math this year, is like I know people are just been nice and all asking, but I kind of like got really irritated after having repeating the reasons like what seems, hundredth time? Well, after I went to NYP's open house on the 8th (Thursday), I've a dread sense of deja vu, it suck, to end up in the same pathetic situation all over again! =(

Anyway, I've also been thinking when to withdraw from MI, because is like the schedule in MI is gonna be hectic soon, due to NAFA and common test, so it kind of make me reluctant to go back to school. But after some discussion with Cindy, I feel that she has a point, to decide whether I want to work for my advance a not, as is rather risky for me to withdraw now and I want to at least try to spent more time with my current classmates and friends, so I think I'll wait for my DAE and SDAE result first.. Which is like around mid-Feb I guess. JAE posting on the other hand will be out at the end of Jan. And I still have my A-Level Chinese Result to wait for.

Today I saw something that is unpleasant, well, I'm not even sure if I saw the right thing, anyway, moving on. I think I saw him on the same bus as me, with a girl. But not sure if is him a not.
I guess this week is probably be like hell, cuz is been a while since we've proper lesson in school, tomorrow probably they'll start with the principle's speech, what yes, what not and maybe uniform check. And many more.

I think I'll stop here, still haven't done preparing for tomorrow..

[Phrase of the Day: You can only make the mistake once, is enough to know well enough not to do it twice.]

The New Year Resolution 2009 (Duh!)

2009-01-08T03:00:00.006+08:00
Well, well, what's better than to start the year with this kind of post, lol, anyway, this week I've done a few more things, such as swimming, (is been a long time) well, with the aid of Fiona and Miao Ling! Was a bit surprise that I still remember some biology stuff. Anyway, was a bit down on luck, fell down the stairs today, yes, again! (The last time was the infamous leg sprain on Christmas morning) Kind of fell and hit my lower back, so will develop some nice burise later on. And need to go to NYP's open house later on. Still need to decide when to withdraw from M.I.. Damn..

Anyway, moving on, the resolution (that I'm convice half the time I'll forget to keep):
At a random order:

Get into the NYP Course (Hopefully): Diploma in Chemical and Pharmaceutical Technology, JAE Code: C73
(or)
A new course, Diploma in Biologics and Process Technology, JAE Code: C49
A new wardrobe
More Manga collection
Make-over my room
Do part-time job to earn some money
Lose weight
Pick up a New Language
That's about it, I guess. Every year more or less the resolution is pretty much the same. (Cuz there were never done. =P)
Anyway, Miao Ling told me that this coming Monday, which is the 12th January also they day lesson resume in M.I. is the D-Day; Release of 2008/09 GCE O-Level Examination Results. So people (you know who) take note! Should be 2.00pm at your respective venue! All the Best! Don't worry anymore, just get over with it. And don't forget to submit your JAE application! =)
That's about it!
[Phrase of the Day: Sometime the greatest challenge is to turn to someone for help.]

Looking Back At Life So Far...

2008-12-31T17:27:00.002+08:00
Year 2008 hasn't been the best year though, many things have had happened. A lot of decisions were made and then again, I've learnt a lot of things within this short year. Time has become a rather invariant factor, thus I was kind of reminded how important it is to really manage time well.

I've also made lots of friends too and to really think back which are the friendships that I really treasure which are those I shouldn't be bothered too much. People that I met and friends that I made does really affect by surrounding. So relationships are a rather amazing thing. Is a kind of bond that you made with the ones that you love. Everyone is unique and care for each other in different ways. Despite the fact that my relationship with him didn't work out and in fact I still don't have a definite answer to the end, I have found new things in them. I've learn things and friends are also an invariant factor, they'll always stay by you, rain or shine, which I would also want to be the same to them. To let them know, all these are of a two-way street.

Responsibility had also made things a bit tougher for me. For example, in CCA, in Band, that responsibility would make me attend every practice which is sometimes too heavy, like consistently 8-6 for more than 3 times a week (damn). =P

This year, I've learnt a few things and tried a few things. Such as, working in an white-collar environment, such as a temp staff at NTUC purchasing department. Is nothing much but still a new kind of working experience entirely. Acadamic studies were also push to work harder like never before (opps!) And other stuff.

The not so bright side of this year was the 'O'-Level results, got a (goddamnit) D7 for E.Math. A frustrating result so as to speak, neither here nor there result. Didn't cope well in MI and also, being unappreciated by some juniors (and not to mention immue system being still annoying as ever). Which I don't know what to say. And to really be reminded of something eles.

Finally, I've filled my first shelve of comics (haha!), estimate about 200 plus comics, (opps). Open this blog and done up a few major Birthday partys (prank) with BBT! (Which reminds me to go Johor next month!) Read more than One thousand fanfics and rpfs (accumulative over a few years). This year is also the year that I went to try out other resurants too, such as cafe cartel and swensens and others. K-Box once a year, this year's the second year. Almost finish watch Supernatural Season One-Three, now on Fourth Season, waiting for the show to resume after the hiatus, which is on 15th Jan 2009, (a long wait!). Going towards the M18 zone, haha. Got a few art books, (my treasures).

And again, hoping that next year, Year 2009, would be a more pleasant year ahead! Wishing my friends and juniors, those who are waiting for their O/A-Level results, all the best and my Family, a peaceful year and especially to my brothers to have a smooth year ahead! Mr Chiang, a healthy baby girl, haha.

And so here it ends the last post of the year! XD

[Phrase of the Day: Happy New Year people and have a good year ahead! =)]

2008-11-06T01:58:00.000+08:00
Hmmm.. Where shall I start? Because, if I don't update my blog will bound to be spam by you-know-who. Lol. I guess life is boring and complicated. Still the norm, for the whole of the past few weeks, simply waiting for the exams to be over and a short holiday due to marking day and finally getting results to finally sit for A-Level Examionation.

Sian, got advancement.. So, must go appeal and wait. And all the kind words of encouragement by principle and vice principle seems to be so negative about the bunch of us that go through advancement. So now more or less thinking of going to poly instead. Sianz.. Don't know whether can go a not.. Long road ahead..

From last thursday, which was the last day of school till now, about exactly one week, I still haven't had my holiday yet! Cause, last thursday was A-Level Chinese, Friday and Saturday, Band.. Monday and today, Band again.. Not to mention the time is 1pm-5pm, which is neither here nor there kind of timing. We only got our schedule, like today? Somemore last Saturday I think, was record low.. 9 people turn up.. Sianz.. Concert coming up.. in 42 days..

At least yesterday was fun, went K-Box with Miao Ling and Fiona. Later Siew Keng came followed by Alwyn and De Ming. To my amazement, one of the staff that serve us actually know Fiona! Cause she was one of the regulars at K-Box, at K-Box Plaza.. =.= Went around 2 plus till 7pm. The Tapas package. $14.50/pax. It's like one year since I last went, so I was like "Whoa, so long since I last been there!". Anyway, had fun..

Now that I think of it, relationship is such a complicated strings of connection between people. Be it love relationships, friendships, etc. They can all be equally hard, amazing and tough. I have seen many kinds of situations both from people around me and myself. There are good and bad moments, where things are doing fine and good, you can make all kind of plans and say all kind of things. However, where things go south, everything that was shared during the good moments, may just be seen as nothing but a dream. So near yet so far.

My tag board has also now have value-added functions --- making friends. Lol

That's all for now... I have update already, so don't bug me le! You-know-who! Now looking forward to next year, for some people to treat me to some fine dining.

[Phrase of the Day: MISB and AKE are having combined concert on 18th Dec 2008 @ RP. Ticket is pricing at $8/- Please come and support. For more information you can contact me! ;)]

2008-09-29T23:31:00.007+08:00
So here, the tenth entry. Currently the blog has been collecting dust. well, What can I say, busy is still the word, now that promo has started, things could mean either way, can mean that I might need to start packing and plan ahead.. Darn..

Well, today's Chemistry paper is really what you call a classic horror movie, real life, first hand experience. The first paper, the MCQs were still alright, however the main dish were the paper two.. Is like the paper is so damn long that I couldn't finish half of the section C, which is like 30 plus marks gone! Way to go for promo! =( (CUZ THE TEACHERS ARE EVIL!!)

Last week, exactly seven days ago was General Paper and Chinese paper. Gp for now, we're only tested on paper one, the essay portion, luckily there are at least a question I can do, so I pick on something I'm prepared for -- Gender role. Is on "How far has the role of Mothers today changed?" And I've been accused by Roger for being a Feminist. Because I've actually did most of my Gp essay on issues or themed gender role or discrimination against a gender. CL paper, was alright, nothing much to say. Because the Hall was freaking cold!

2nd Bro back from Bangkok, now another round of internet fight!

Damn..

Now can only focus on the last three papers... Mathematics, History and Physics. No 2 H2 pass, that's it! Well, I'm not the only one that didn't finish the Chem paper.. Daniel was cursing the paper, first time see him swearing so hard! Damn...

So today went mopping around for a few hours with the JJs.. lol.. Today was the first time I eat at Subway.. Spent a lot of money.. But was too sad to care.. lol

Whatever, guess I have no freaking way to stop.. Just go..

Oh, and last Thursday night, I drew a picture for Pei Qi:

From the cover of Superior book #5

Actually I drew the whole thing, but I crop it down....

Three papers down, Three more papers to go...

That's all... For now...

[Phrases of the Day: I'm warning you, somebody is gonna get hurt! (Don't you just love Russell Peters?) Orh, today is special, got two phrase, Teachers are evil.. =p]

2008-09-15T22:23:00.005+08:00
Another week gone, well, not exactly very peaceful though. Not to mention, I injured my toes. (The middle and fourth toe of my right feet) Don't ask me how I did it, I also want to know. All I know was walking towards my computer after a shower, without specs, not looking at where I walking, a stool in my way, and there you have it, two bloody toes.

The benefits, you get to wear slippers to school or two days! The down side, my toes bled for a long time, it's amazing how much a small wound can bleed. Whenever I change my plaster or show others the picture of it, you get those priceless look on their face. =p

And not to mention, new FullMetal Alchemist's anime CONFIRMED! After three years since it's movie, finally it came! (Some friends and I were guessing that they'll have a continuation) Heard that the news is on the cover of FMA Manga vol. 20, the latest vol, which is yet to be sold in S'pore.

One week more, or even lesser to the start of promo, the first paper GP and CL. Coincidentally. today is the last GP lecture for the year, that is really fast! I feel that I still have a lot to improve on GP. In the wake of promo, the momentum of class test is still steady coming. This few weeks, test is like a on and off thingy, it just kept coming.

Recently, went to visit Tenchi again, finally, after a month, finally had time to go there and check out the newest manag, I bought one book, "不良仔与眼镜妹" Vol 8

"不良仔与眼镜妹" Vol 8

And last but not least, yesterday went to celebrate Mid-Autumn's Festival with Fiona, Miao Ling, Alwyn, Siew Keng, Cheris, De Ming, Yi Sheng, Ray and Chen Kiat.

Over at Alwyn house there that basketball court nearby void deck. Play a few rounds of number guessing complete with forfeit and some candles burnt, etc. At the end, reach home quite late, due to some minor issues.

Human relations are indeed a paradox, as it is undefined, beyond words, no single equations, theory, hypothesis or thesis can explain or fits this term well. People can go through extreme just to be heard, seen or notice. Or to be cared. Man can really be unpredictable and changed instantly to become either friend or foe. Of course I would prefer the fore to the later.

Recently, I also read a book, called, "For One More Day", by Mitch Albom. Courtesy of Roger. A simple and sweet story with a great message behind it, it's a short book that can be completed within half a day, if you really read it without distraction.That's all, I need to go back to revision already. T.T

Laterz~

[Phrase of the Day: Do not consume Mcdonald's curry sauce for the time being, unless you want to have some McMaggots ! =p]

2008-09-09T23:04:00.002+08:00
Is about time for me to blog again. After a week. I will try to keep things shorter. =p For the whole of last week, the pseudo holiday, most of days were spent on relaxing and procrastinating. Thus in the end, only manage to do part of what I intended to do.

Mathematics solutions for now are mostly presented in graphical form, which can be quite a bitch if it gets too many or complex. Sciences are the concepts and the way you handle them. GP and history are more than just knowledge and examples, is more about the way you evaluates and argue for your stand. All comes down to being precise I guess.

On Monday, P.E. was really a pain in the ass. Heard that was due to the record poor statistic of the rate of people passing NAFA over the years. And they decided they want to test our endurance through series of stretching exercises and running laps like nobody's business, which was really a bitch. Hopefully tomorrow it will not be a deja vu. Today mathematics was on vector, is been a while since I did any questions on them. Physics, we finally made it to the last chapter that will be tested on promos, Electricity. Chemistry is on a few short quizzes and revision on Atomic structure.

On the so not bright side, on our GP lesson, Mr Andrew's speech was grave. It kinda knock some sense out of me. A inevitable question that I want to avoid, "Will I be about to pass GP at the end of the 3 years?" or "Should I continue to study in M.I?" or even, "Can I make it to Year 2?" Some reflections to make after receiving results for promo. Meanwhile, the only thing can be and should be done is to revise!

On the bright side, Class T-shirt production had finally made another progress and now, the sizes are collated, at least half of the full sum collected, although there are still problems here and there. Hopefully it will go as planned.

And, I finally manage to finish watching Supernatural! Yay! And waiting for season 4, heard that will be on sidereel on 18th of September! Surprisingly, D.N angel, the manga is up running again, after nearly two years! And it stopped at the most crucial part back then... =.=

That's all. I guess, I will not exactly agree this post is short, but it is better then previous one!

Laterz~

[Phrase of the Day: Everything has dual prospects, don't be shallow by focusing on it's face value. Look beyond skin deep to get the bigger picture.]

2008-09-02T22:33:00.008+08:00
Rot, okay, my blog rot again, I was thinking of updating a few days ago. But looks like the sloth in me took over and the whole procrastinating thingy starts all over again. well, at least not just in blogging context, but a little bit on my school work too. Maybe is due to the holiday week. Things kinda get sluggish.

(Warning: A long post ahead!)

But still, I would consider it as a pseudo first order with respect to Holiday, [Holiday]¹ . This is due to the fact that despite been known as Holiday, we are still warmly invited back to school to have some extra lessons. Not to mention, some test. =P On the other side, things are not so bleak, at least now I'll have decent number of hours of sleep. As compared to last few weeks. Practically going bonkers, on week days, wake up at 5.45am, sleep at 2am. As mentioned by some friends, when I go to school, the sky is dark, when I return from school, the sky is also dark. Kinda Sad.. Busy and day by day they just pass like that.

Looking around, guess everyone had their day recently, either they are frustrated, pissed beyond their wildest dream or simply not on mother Earth. Perhaps on Mars. Not too sure I can pull it through for this promo though. But then again, life is full of uncertain up ahead. Guess we got to pull through.

Well, looking on the bright side, we celebrated Siew Keng's birthday in advance. That silly girl, thought she was smart enough, but we're more witty. We gave her a pseudo surprise follow by the main dish, a birthday bash! Or rather a cream mask party / slumber party literally. But I manage to escape clean and neat. =P But unknown to her, the biggest mastermind behind all the tricks were, Cheris and I. The relighting candles and the fake cake. (Sorry Siew Keng! ;P) But the rest were needless to say a Team effort. Fiona also brought some light sticks to add color to the celebration. The scrap book especially, we vomited blood over it. Firstly, she got thousand and one photos to choose from, literally, almost there. Then we began to fill it in, our brain cells, especially, right side ( I think), kept dying at a increasing rate, ( In graph). But in the end we enjoy ourselves! Poor birthday-girl-to-be, (her actual birthday is TML!!) literally bathe in cream! Haha! P.S: The metal cake is, suggested by Cheris, done by me and this cake had given me nothing but pain, by plotting best fit line on my lap. =P But glad that she like the whole thing!

Some result from the online test I had been doing (It was addictive, can't blame me) :

Your result for The Lucid Dreaming Test...
The Master
Conditions met: 58%. Talent: at least 46%. Possible advantages: 50%. Mastery: about 63%

Wow, your do pretty well despise all obstacles. Was a hard piece of work, I presume.

Conditions: Your sleeping habits are average; there's room for improvement, but all in all, it should be no problem. If you did well in the other categories, it will hardly bother you if there is one candle missing here and there, and you certainly won’t miss the potpourris or “Soothing Ocean Sounds Vol. 3”-CD either. Not ideal if you are still learning, though.

Talent: You don’t space out an awful lot, and you aren’t too intuitive, either, maybe just average. That's okay. It’s not required to control your dreams, but it sure makes it a lot more fun. If you give yourself that extra portion of “smelling the roses”, your dreams will get a lot more vivid.

Advantages: You may experience difficulties in taking as well as keeping control. Maybe you should try giving yourself a break from hard work to do something creative, or treat yourself to a relaxing activity of some sort; it will certainly do you good even if you don't aim for Lucid Dreams.

Mastery: Wow, either your natural talent has discovered you while you didn’t notice, or you already worked your way to mastery and you only took this test to see how good you really are! I’m impressed!

But scoring highly here can also mean you are almost there, but not quite. If so, you should try asking yourself 10 times or so per day if you are dreaming, and if you make this a habit, you may continue doing it in your dreams, which can trigger a lucid dream. (Thanks Third Eye for this info! It was taken from this book.) You may soon be the master of your own dreams! Think about it! No more nightmares you can't escape from!
Take The Lucid Dreaming Test at HelloQuizzy
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Your result for The Ultra Ultimate Personality Test...
The Scientist
You scored 24 Extroversion, 78 Intuition, 41 Emotional, and 33 Spontaneity!

INTJ

Independent, innovative, logical and driven by the inner world of ideas and possibilities, the INTJ often appears to others as a quietly self-confident (and sometimes stubborn) critic of the status quo, convinced that reality can be altered, the future reshaped. Wherever there is a need for change in systems, programs, concepts or theories, INTJs will be working behind the scenes to reorganize and revise. This type's focused attention to the personal mission may be inspiring or frankly obsessive, depending on the observer's viewpoint or the success of the enterprise. Introspective and somewhat shy, INTJs place their trust in logical analysis and intuition to guide their thoughts and decisions. More feeling types may find them chilly, and more practical types accuse them of being unrealistic, but INTJs take their cues mostly from those they recognize as intelligent. Often attracted to theoretical, analytical and methodological areas of inquiry, INTJs succeed in a wide variety of fields, from ones heavily dependent on mathematics and science to more philosophical, literary or applied disciplines.

Relationships

INTJs believe in constant growth in relationships, and strive for independence for themselves and their mates. They are constantly embarking on "fix-up" projects to improve the overall quality of their lives and relationships. They take their commitments seriously, but are open to redefining their vows, if they see something which may prove to be an improvement over the existing understanding. INTJs are not likely to be "touchy-feely" and overly affirming with their mates or children, and may at times be somewhat insensitive to their emotional needs. However, INTJs are in general extremely capable and intelligent individuals who strive to always be their best, and be moving in a positive direction. If they apply these basic goals to their personal relationships, they likely to enjoy happy and healthy interaction with their families and friends.

Strengths

Not threatened by conflict or criticism

Usually self-confident

Take their relationships and commitments seriously

Generally extremely intelligent and capable

Able to leave a relationship which should be ended, although they may dwell on it in their minds for awhile afterwards

Interested in "optimizing" their relationships

Good listeners
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Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...
3 - the Achiever
Thanks for taking the test !
The font is quite small, for the first one (on the left) it says: "You know you are a Three when you sign up for a competitive Meditation."
The Second one (to the right) it says: "You know youare NOT a three if the first things you throw out when you clean the house are your trophies."

you chose AZ - your Enneagram type is THREE (aka "The Performer").

"I need to succeed"

Achievers are energetic, optimistic, self-assured, and goal oriented.

How to Get Along with Me

Leave me alone when I am doing my work.

Give me honest, but not unduly critical or judgmental, feedback.

Help me keep my environment harmonious and peaceful.

Don't burden me with negative emotions.

Tell me you like being around me.

Tell me when you're proud of me or my accomplishments.

What I Like About Being a THREE

being optimistic, friendly, and upbeat

providing well for my family

being able to recover quickly from setbacks and to charge ahead to
the next challenge

staying informed, knowing what's going on

being competent and able to get things to work efficiently

being able to motivate people

What's Hard About Being a THREE

having to put up with inefficiency and incompetence

the fear on not being -- or of not being seen as -- successful

comparing myself to people who do things better

struggling to hang on to my success

putting on facades in order to impress people

always being "on." It's exhausting.

THREEs as Children Often
work hard to receive appreciation for their accomplishments

are well liked by other children and by adults

are among the most capable and responsible children in their class
or school

are active in school government and clubs or are quietly busy working on their own projects

THREEs as Parents
are consistent, dependable, and loyal

struggle between wanting to spend time with their children and wanting to get more work done

expect their children to be responsible and organized

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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Do take them when you are free. Who knows you might just get to know yourself better? Recently the weather had been cranky, mostly wet. Okay, this was A long post. Last but not least, hope that in time to come, everyone will have their troubles away from them. Laterz~
[Phrase of the Day: To be or not to be? (Sounds familiar?) It's up to you to decide! Don't let it drag too long.]

2008-08-24T01:01:00.002+08:00
Sleep.. I realize, especially these few days, sleep is very, very important!! Without sleep you'll be going nuts! Between Tuesday to Friday around afternoon, I did not sleep, practically going bonkers! Even simple thinking was not possible. The line between sanity and insanity is so fragile and thin. (Especially on Friday itself) Was doing TTK project prototype, until I going practically insane with Bryan. And my muscles are also aching like hell...

And the SC has been really an ass this few days. Giving every instruction last minute! Same with the teachers. The time is like so damn short and tight. Sigh with things coming up so tight I feel like there are no room to breathe. Sleeping pretty much becomes an issue.

Anyway, one month had passed since the start of my blog. Whoa, I did not even think I can last, but nevertheless I still manage to hold it, but well, the days are still long ahead, the race is still on. Gonna try to achieve my goals. At the same time, all the best to those who are around me taking their 'O' and 'A' Level exam this year.

Classic questions quoted from my friend, G, a original guy who have hundred-and-one questions on his mind,(joking only!):

.: Scene One:.
During one fine Chemistry lesson:

Teacher: "... CO2 molecules are considered quite big,..." ( We were discussing on the answer for a test on Gaseous State.

G: *raised his hand "Cher, then if CO2 molecules are so big, why can't we see them?"

.: Scene Two :.
One fine day at the Cafe area during a Break

G to J: "Can I drink your milk?" (He was referring to the bottle of fresh milk J was holding onto)

J: O.o|||

---End---

The above is by no means for entertainment purpose, if there's any coincident it is just purely coincident!

That's all, now after some rest, my head still feels like someone stuff cotton wool into my head... I better go sleep now~

[Phrase of the Day: Sleep is essential to your body, at least get 4 hours of REM sleep!]

2008-08-18T21:50:00.003+08:00
Roting... Yes, and more roting.. Well, another week passed, busy and packed schedule as usual. Promo reaching soon, about 19 more teaching days left. Next Monday still got Math test, on functions. And this week got also other tests, etc.. And pretty soon, the end of the year will approach and there are things yet to settle.

Now a days, time can really fly, they just don't wait for you I guess. Everyday, the routine is like fixed, you wake up at a fixed time, must get out of the house by a fixed time so as not to be late, take the fixed bus and fixed train and go to the fixed school, and etc. At the end of the day, things go in reverse order and plus some homework and go back to sleep again. The next time you open your eyes again, is fixed time again. Damn, very sian,

Then, teachers will also start nagging over and over again. Some say is a way to express they care while others beg to differ. And I guess, Physic is really not my cup of tea, did not seems to be able to cope well with it. Damn, Promo coming, 'A' Level exam also coming, although only one subjects, etc.. Well, enough of my studies grumble. Since someone accuse me of talking too much of studies.

And people saying that my blog too "Black and White", well, heck that, I don't bother to change the blog skin, troublesome. At least I got some pictures, is better than just words, right? I guess, I'm really not the studious type, to actually excel academically . Well, now Band is on hold, really feeling a huge relieve, because is really a heavy commitment now. And someone today has being very "AA" (Attracting Attention), well, all I can say is, please grow up and be more like an adult. Gosh, you're going to reach the age of been a father to a baby.

Well, recently, due to GP, started exploring things like podcast, example, the famous, Mr Brown Show, got addicted to it, and today is the English broadcast of the National Day Rally Speech. A interesting quote, " Singapore has 6 million handphones and we only have a population of 4.5 million. More than parent, babies, couple and etc added up together, no wonder Singaporean do not have enough babies!" (But not the exact words!) Well, this is address in regards to the birth replacement which was below expected range. Last year, the birth replacement rate or total fertility rate was only 1.29. Which was way below the 2.1 birth replacement rate.

Okay, I think that's all for today. Maybe the blog will rot another week before another update! Wow, this is the fifth entry and perhaps the longest among the five. =]

[Phrase of the day: Time waits for no man, treasure time well, before they are gone. No amount of money can buy back lost time, is priceless.]

2008-08-11T00:22:00.002+08:00
Blog rotting already...Another busy week! Gosh! Everyday less than 6 hours of sleep! T.T Due to preparation for national day.. On Friday band did quite alright for parade but not the concert, due to some unforeseen circumstances. Well, what can we do, is over.

Other than busy, I would say this week has not been a very peaceful week either. Lots of up and down. I only want to say, GOD DAMN IT!! It's so frustrating sometimes when miscommunication comes about. This and that, damn it man, whatever! Such a damn week! Hope that next week will have a better one!

Finally, is time for CCA to step down in line of promos coming, damn that. Time will get lesser and lesser, somehow, although the amount of hours per day is the same, 24 hours, no more no less. Band is really getting kind of bored and irritating, and many, many other things, damn that all.. Life is boring I guess. You pretty much follow in a flow, without any options, a vicious cycle, happy, sad, bored, angry, bitter, jealous, hungry and etc. Sometimes you get a little more in this, less in emotions, sometimes happy other times something else. After each cycles, life starts again, literally, like a week has passed, another week will come, blah,blah and blah.. Damn that too..

Anyway, today went out with Cheris the whole day, had walk quite some distance too. I have also borrowed a few books and brought 2 manga from Tenchi. Now going to do homework... Damn it.. Sigh, pardon all my damns... I guess, that's life... =( Hope tomorrow will be a better day~

[Phrase of the day: Life is never a bed of roses, life is a complicated subject!]

2008-07-31T23:21:00.006+08:00
This week has been a really busy week, mainly because our GP teacher, Ms Gong is leaving plus her birthday so together we (committee) decided to do up a card for her and later on decided on a mini party, cake on the other hand, were the default item.

So for the past few days, I was sleep deprived. With less than 7 hours of sleep, I can only run on adrenaline, especially today, since yesterday the preparation ended really late. Went home from Bt Batok at around 11 plus. Reached home 12 plus. Then continue with the card and finally slept at 1 plus. T.T

Tomorrow will be a long day, because still got CCA. Now preparing for National Day... Last weekend been out with my gang of Sis for both days, it's been a long time since I went out with them for such a trip. The rate of classes seems to be picking up speed, everything is like squashed and pack. So everything like very tight, time very short. This weekend will be a busy one. Still got other things to do. I learnt one lesson, never attempt to make a card when you do not have enough time to do and plan.

Today the class has been quite co-operative so we manage to do up the party well, however, Ms gong came to the class too early so that's the only sad thing. But, nevertheless, still did enjoy. Mr Andrews is also very helpful, by ganging up with us.

[ Our Class and Ms Gong and Mr Andrews]

[ A Photo for Ms Gong] (Outside Chemistry Lab)

Okay, gonna go finish up my Chemistry Tutorial~

[Phrase of the day: Words are more powerful than Bomb.]

2008-07-24T22:28:00.009+08:00
Hmmm... Here I am again, thinking for a moment what to write. Today is such a LONG day! And today somehow we had our Chem and Phy lessons in alternate, right after each and other...>.< First was Chem, 1 period, next Phy, also 1 period then back to Chem, another 1 period, back to Phy, two periods, lab session and finally last but not least Chem again! T.T

Well, is because we will be having the Meet Parent's day TOMORROW!! YES, is TOMORROW! T.T (May god be merciful and bless me!XD) And due to the event, we'll miss our Friday lesson our 'beloved' Chem Teacher, feels that she needs to finish the tutorial and corrections for assignment 4(c) and answers for tutorial 5 by today. And durin our Phy lab session, we did oscillations, again. This time round, with 25 paper clips! We're suppose to come up with six sets of data and each sets must repeat two times. Every set must exceed twenty seconds at least. No fixed amount of oscillations. At the end of it, my eyes still have the shadows of the swaying paper clips, that are arranged in series, suspended to a retort stand. Counting like nobody's business.

And today we got a bad news, or rather a sad news so as to speak, our GP tutor, Ms J Gong will be leaving the school, so she no longer going to teach us, due to some personal matters at home. And we have actually met our new GP tutor which I thought was a relieve teacher as he took over Ms Gong's lesson who she was away for quite a couple of days. But just wish her the best of luck.

Just yesterday, I just happened to pass by a website ( which I usually go to the other sections), and decided to explore a bit and found this 'game'. It states that it is a horror game, by the title of, "The noose". So went to dl it, and play. But in the end, I don't think it is a game, or rather it is like a voice novel/stories program. And in the end, you get to choose an option that will lead you to an ending, so which means, there are alternate endings to it. For this one, there are two endings.

Is pretty long, like about one hour plus, depending on how fast you read and click, because every sequence will only continue if you click, so my advise is to save before you make your choice on the endings, just in case you wanna know both endings. The sound effects and back ground and effects are good, you know, the mood, atmosphere and stuff. So probably the best effect would be at night, switch off your lights, watch it alone, with the sound, you would get the gist of the stories. And nice English and storyline, very intriguing so if you like some thriller, horror and you got time to kill, go play it! But must dl first.

Title: The noose

Here's the link: http://www.mangasos.com/dejavu/vn/projects.html

That's all~

[Phrase of the day: All good things must come to an end.]

2008-07-23T00:09:00.006+08:00
Okay, here it is, my blog. Finally, somehow my mind decides its time to have one blog. So here I am, with A blog. Well, partly due to some incidents happened this few months that led me to this conclusion that maybe it would be better to have a blog. I think is rather predictable of me to have a default skin and to even more care less about those add-on. Moving on.

Well, as of now, life has been quite busy, so I want to apologize to those around me if I had been a bit cold or have a "Touch-and-go" attitude, because sometimes it is just hard to keep the energy level up.

Sometimes I just wish that things can be more smoother and have less hassle. But then again, this is life that we are talking about. Hmm, we cannot complain much I guess. They say that what makes the world a more beautiful place to live in is because, the world is not perfect. The studies are indeed getting harder as days goes by, topics goes by. Just hope that things will get better too. But I also cannot only all talk but no actions right?

Promos aren't very far, according to our dearest DM, Mr Ivan Lim, we only have around 38 academic days, excluding all the public, school holidays and all sort of things. Time is indeed short. Not to mention, the need to brush up on all the fundamental and learning of new topics. Time is precious. But I cannot help but procrastinate and drag before getting things done. And currently I am guilty of it. (I Should actually be doing my IRP.)

Well for now I can only move forward. Chemistry Practical Exam for Promos is on Term 3 Week 8, and now is already Term 3 Week 5, way to go, man! (Dying) =.= And this year, I am taking GCE 'A'-Level Chinese Language Examination. Which is on 30/10/08. Since I have already screwed up my Oral and my Listening Comprehension is over, I might as well just concentrate on paper II. No time to mourn over it. That is pretty much all for now, tomorrow still have school, so I better go and finish up my assignments if not I will need to face the music. (The Wrath of Teachers!)

[Phrase of the Day: You will reap what you sow. What goes round, comes round.]